So i think i have figured out what was causing my "funk" the the last couple months... especially the last couple weeks. ANTIBIOTICS!!!! in past post i have mentioned all the antibiotics i have been on for numerous colds & root canals these last couple months and i did a lil research, after i finally admitted that i was depressed, and found out that antibiotics can cause depression. one of the antibiotics i was given i had never taken before and i believe that was the one that kicked the depression into play.
I was so depressed, i compared it to the depression i felt after i found out my 1st husband had cheated on me, i moved out of our house and in with my mom, and 1 week later my grandmother passed away. all of that happened in a 2 week span. i did not want to get out of bed, i was crying all the time, even at work and i wanted to sleep all the time. it took me months... if not a couple years to get over some of those events. I was thrilled that on today i feel much, much and just seem to have snaped out of it.
I am looking forward to getting back on track, because the last month or so i have not been in the gym much because of depression, car issues, and hip issues. depression is gone, car is finally fixed, hip is slowly getting better and i am losing the 7 lbs gained over the last month. (4 more to go). just living from day to day.... just trying to get thru the day so i could go home and veg-out was getting old.
Kelly
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