Days 260- 267: So Very Lost

I have been feeling LOST since November. i don't feel like myself.... and what i mean is that days have been whizzing by and i have just been doing the minimum to get by and survive. Just in the last month and a 1/2 i have been sick 2x and on antibiotics 3x had 2 root canals and a tooth extraction. I have a Big show this weekend that i just started to prepare for last week (very on like me) and still have purse and hair flowers that i have not been able to fulfill requests.

I feel like i have missed out on opportunities and fun because of struggling to get thru each day to just try to make it to the weekend only to have the weekend come and still not get much done.

I don't know what to do to get back on track. Maybe after the show this weekend i can get my head straight and get things back to "normal"

I have been keeping up (90%) on my nutrition and work outs. i also feel like i have been doing the minimum somewhat on those as well..... just enough to get by and see results. I don't feel like i have been working really hard or being really focused. had a bit of a setback this weekend when the proverbial "Aunt Flo" came to town and i gained back the weight that i had lost the last 3 weeks (3 lbs) i have been slooooowwwwwly dropping this week, keeping my food very "clean and drinking lots of water not only to help drop lbs but since i am sick once again. (so tired of being sick & tired)

Many days i want to just go home after a long day at work and go straight to bed but can't because i have meetings and obligations i have to fulfill. i also feel also like i am neglecting my huny because of all my illness, pain and obligations.

waiting to have some time for things to get back to normal..... hoping by the end of the month!!!

Kelly