Day 28- Frustration

I am frustrated with myself once again. I want to be out there in the world, socially and accepted, but i am still learning how to do that for myself. i am done being the tag along friend. now i want to be the one everyone wants to hang out with and spend time with. done being the fat friend.


I don't feel i do enough, crazy enough as it sounds. i just dunno what i am to do about it but apparently i am letting some people down, including myself because i am not living up to my full potential.

so starting this week i am shifting my focus slightly. On top of the 20-30 mins of cardio i do everyday and strength/resistance training i do with Angela 2x a week PLUS my 40 hr a week job..... i am going to be building my side business of crafty creations such as pop tab bracelets, cassette wallets, Dammit dolls, etc. I will be building and Etsy site to sell my goodies.

i know i have been needing to do this for a while and have just needed a kick in the right direction to get me going to do this for myself. who knows.... maybe one day i could quit my 9-5 and do this full time!

Kelly